Fat Attack!

So, I have made my appointment with my doctor for the "Weight Loss Program With Meds"... this is my last attempt in loosing this weight that I can't seem to get rid of.

So, I have tried so many different kinds of diets and nothing seems to work. I have tried over the counter weight loss pills and still come up with nothing. At one time, I had tried a wiehgt loss pill and it was fantastic! I lost a ton of weight and felt great!! But I can't find it anymore (5 years later)... I know that I should eat better and exercise. But I also have 3 kids and work full time. I eat the best I can, in fact probably better than I ever did. I have "grown up" and now will even eat a salad!! But no matter what, I can't seem to get rid of it.

I checked my BMI yesterday - healthly is 19-21 and I am at 30. THIRTY. Wow... so I decided something needs to be done. I have 2 friends and a co-worker (notice how I divide the two catergories... lol) that have used phentermine (perscription from a doctor) and it worked wonders. So that is my next thing. I hope it works.

It better - my insurance doesn't cover it because it is considered "cosmetic" so I will be paying out of pocket. So it better effing work!!!! I do know I will need to try and eat good things and exercise whenever I can in addition to this... but I also count my running around for the kids a little bit of exercise... it does get my heart rate up!!!!!

So keep your fingers crossed for me over the next few weeks. I go in on the 22nd. I hope it works. I miss feeling good about the way I look...